享受忙碌. ♥

忙碌的生活让我不再空虚。

在这里，我学到了忙碌真正的定义。

忙碌充实其实就是从早忙到晚，让你喘口气的时间都没有，哈！

离开家深造，一个人生活，成为了典型的游子。

病了，特别的想家。

累了，特别的想家。

虽然你曾经想逃离那个温暖的避风港。

在这里，你是个独立的大人，你要为你所做出的决定负责，没有后悔，没有时间后悔。

做错了，就会被责骂，不，是痛骂，因为你不再是小孩子。

一个节目就这样丢给你负责，不能拒绝，只能硬着头皮接受。

不过不过，努力出来的结果往往是出乎预料的好，虽然过程有点累。

三个月以来，我都过得好好的。

我享受这种忙碌，哈！

就这样。我会更加努力，更加坚强去面对每一天。

加油！我知道我可以！

亲爱的, 加油! ♥

亲爱的自己, 加油!
这是我对自己的承诺, 勇敢的踏入新生活, 没什么好怕的.
记得犀利人妻谢安真的不要怕!
遇到困难, 自己一个人在外头要冷静, 要忍让.
从小被宠坏了, 现在是时候grow up了, 不要退缩.
最近, 我曾经一度的怀疑自己.
真的这么热爱教书吗?
真的这么想走教育这条路吗?
当个历史老师, 我真的不会后悔吗?
想想, 我的下半生就只能当个老师.
安稳, 固定, 就是我向往的吗?
后来给了自己些时间思考答案.
发现自己真的想当个好老师.
心中的那团火, 教育下一代的火.
没有教师, 没有了教育, 就没有医生, 工程师, 律师等.
其实说真的, 打从我14岁开始, 我就想进IPG, 这一直是我努力的目标.
没错, 我想当老师. 教会别人使我很有满足感, 那种感觉很充实.
这种感觉是不能用金钱来衡量的, 我要当个好老师.
不需要人人赞颂, 只要负责任, 努力, 用心, 过得了自己这一关就好了.
有的老师知道后觉得很好, 有的却觉得很可惜.
为什么top student要去当老师? 不觉得浪费吗?
也许, 在他们眼里, 高材生一定要当个医生, 律师, 工程师等等吧!
但是请记得人, 各有其志, 不是每个人都喜欢当医生, 要是人人都去当医生, 这世界还得了?
话说回来, 这次离开家, 对我而言是全新的挑战. 第一次离开家, 当游子.
一走就是五年半, 不短, 而且很长, 五年半, 可以改变很多事情.
也许那时候, 哥哥都结婚了. 也许那时候, 妈妈都老了.
我想, 我会想家. 虽然有种种的因素使我迫不及待想离开, 但是我还是会想家.
这时候的我, 有些矛盾.
期待了这么久, 等待了这么久, 现在就近在眼前了, 反而不舍得, 甚至想退缩的念头.
我可以的, 不要怕. 亲爱的自己, 加油!
槟城, 你等我! 美食, 娱乐, 旅游景点, 我来了! : D

♥

给亲爱的自己的留言.
记得遇到困难时, 想退缩时, 看看这一个post.
擦干眼泪, 勇敢抬起头, 爬起来, 继续往前跑. : )
要坚强, 要勇敢, 要努力, 要独立. 什么都要靠自己.
还有super senior的一句话, ask and respect.
告诉自己, 我会过得很好, 我会好好的. : )

♥

亲爱的自己, 你要加油!

Loves. ♥

IPG. ♥

Okayy, here's the good news.
I got IPG offer, and of course I am going.
So one more month to go.
Woohoooooooo, you can feel my excitement.
Yes, another chapter is going to begin.
I will do well. Don't worry, be happy.
Thanks God I got it.
Take care people!
Will not update my blog frequently from now on.

Loves. ♥

A piece of advice. ♥

Tips for future year students:
Study hard, be confident, and always have plan B.

Loves. ♥

Dato Dr. P S Nathan. ♥

It has been one and a half year since my last visit to Dr. Nathan's clinic.
They switch location to Bangsar now, no more in PKNS.

♥

Everyone is still the same. The doctor and the nurses.

♥

My first visit is when I was 10.
Thanks to Mrs. Tham for introducing.
And I was in bad condition that time, really really awful.

♥

He said I am a big girl now, I am in good condition, and he wish me all the best!

♥

Hahaha, I thank him so many times before leaving.
I hereby sincerely say thank you to you again, Dato Dr. P S Nathan. ♥
Take care doctor!

Loves. ♥

Live your life! ♥

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We only live once, so enjoy your life!
Live, laugh, love and eat! Hahaha.

♥



Watching Momo Love these few days
Awhhh, another romantic drama.
Fall in love with Jiro Wang 汪东城! : D

Loves. ♥

Looking back. ♥

Looking back my life, I have live for 18 years already.

Awhhh, flashback, flashback, flashback.
Suddenly think of 'No man is an island', quote by Miss Angie.
I miss her a lot, she is a good teacher I can say.

♥

All for one and one for all.
Now I understand this sentence.

♥

Waiting is killing me.
Pray, pray, pray.
Please pray for me, would you? Thanks! ; )
I hope I can get the scholarship so that I won't have to go back for Form6.
I don't wish to see HIM again. It hurts okay? :'(

♥

Well, I enjoy myself these few days.
Spending most of my time with mummy.
Miss my big big brother too! I hope I can attend his graduation ceremony! : D
Reading Doraemon comics and laugh like nobody business (just like a child) and have all my favourites foods and drinks.
It made my day so wonderful and seems like PERFECT!
Ohh yeah, I like my life. I really do. : )

P/S This is my favourite. Buy for me buy for me! : P



Loves. ♥

Interviews. ♥

Done my interviews, like FINALLY!
JPA Interview was on 13/4, and a week later 20/4 was my KPLSPM for Maktab one.
Met awesome friends from Kajang, Tampin and Muar.
Now just sit back, relax and most importantly pray hard, very very hard! : )

♥

One interesting story to share with you.
The panel for KPLSPM, others interviewee and their parents keep asking me, Kamu bukan orang Melayu? Hahaha, I was like, bukan, saya orang Cina. : P
Many of them said I look like Malay girl in Baju Kurung.

♥

Two more weeks to bug at home.
Form6 starts on 9th of May! : D

♥

Pray hard, hope I can get the KPLSPM offer. : )

Loves. ♥

你管不着! ♥

这是我的生活我的未来不是你的!
之前我保持沉默是不想和你有所争执,
不过现在看来若我还是这样,
后果一定不堪设想!
所以no more!
我会说出来我的看法和想法,
甚至反对你我也在所不惜!
你真的是太过分了越来越过分,
说谎不眨眼.
说话翻来覆去 没有一点信用可言.
这些这些实在是太恐怖太可怕了.

*

从今天开始,
你问我答,
我不想再和你多说话了.

*

还有,
我接受你的道歉,
但我还是不能原谅你.
我在等待, 期待我的解脱!

*

I ♥ My Life.

SPM, 我的未来. ♥

那天拿了SPM成绩, 心情兴奋不已.
感谢上天, 家人, 老师, 朋友一直以来的教导和支持.
就如我所说的: 没有你们, 就没有今天的我.
我时时刻刻都有在珍惜和感恩.

♥

我从来不认为自己天资比别人好.
我有今天的成绩是靠我不断的努力和坚持换来的.
也许你在上网玩游戏或是去电影院看戏时, 我在啃书.
当初因为我的轻敌, 会计这一科我fail过, 那并不重要.
重要的是我learn from mistake赶紧努力, 到最后还不是拿A!
如果别人花1小时明白的课程, 我需要花2小时. 因为我不是平凡人.
妈妈说我真的很厉害了, 因为我不是普通人.
我从小是一边吃药, 一边读书, 一边睡觉的.
没错, 我是eczema小孩. 痒起来抓到整身是伤, 整身是血.
还有当然少不了运气, 没错, 是运气!
也许你心里觉得我很假, 我很虚伪.
但是, 这真的是我内心的感受, 真的.
比上不足比下有余, 一山还有一山高, 这是我常常谨记在心的.
就如妈妈常说的: 我们不需要拿第一, 不要拿最后就好了.
这点我很赞同, 人比人气死人啊!

♥

有人说你成绩这么好, 为什么不要出国? 不觉得很浪费吗?
又或是你怎么不拿accounting? 不要做会计师啊等等.
我会告诉你, 我有我的兴趣, 我的想法, 我的决定, 我的未来.
每个人都有决定自己未来的权力.
就好像别人会说哈?! 你读Form6啊?!
为什么不要读college? 为什么这个? 为什么那个?
我也想问问他们, 为什么你们有这么多的为什么?
我是我自己的主人, 我不是你的附属品, 你没有权力决定我的人生.

♥

当然也看到很多成绩考得不错的朋友, 到最后选择进Tarc.
甚至有些人选择进Tarc读Form6.
原因是学校老师不好, 要穿校服, 有很多校规要遵守.
我很好奇难道我们国家没有要遵守的规则吗?
为什么要白白花大概RM4000?
一开始我不明白, 我也觉得很浪费. 现在我只会尊重和祝福他们.
有一句话是说: 你可以不认同, 但请你尊重我.

♥

感谢所有自从幼稚园教过我的老师.
我很感谢曾经为我加油的你们.
还有就是当初选择进4A3是我的决定.
所有赞成和反对我决定的人我也要谢谢你们!
重点是, 我证明了环境不足以影响一个人!
坦白说, 当初有点害怕拿到的成绩是不理想后, 别人会说你该死你活该!
现在我证明我做到了, 终于.
感恩! : )

Loves. ♥

Endurance. ♥

我会学习忍耐,

你的无理取闹.

Loves. ♥

IMY Guys. ♥

All of a sudden I miss my secondary life, teachers and friends.
Every morning go to school in a sleepy mode.
Chit chatting with my darling Khoon and besties Vivian before school starts. (♥)
Joke, crap and play with my friends.
Feeling lazy to finish up all the works in a day.
Don't feel like going for tuition classes. Skipped extra classes with lots of excuses.
Avoiding discipline teachers, complaining the teachers.
Countdown for recess and 1pm.
Not much responsibilities other than studying.
I miss you guys. Will give 5 names I miss the most.

♥

-My darling Khoon (♥)
-My sweetheart Selina
-Miss Firefly Jie Ying
-Besties Vivian
-Besties YanWen

♥

Miss you guys lots.

♥



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18th Birthday. ♥

Celebrated my 18th birthday on 27/2 at Mid Valley.
Let's the pichas do the talking since I'm really really lazy to type.

♥


Mine, papa's and mama's.


Thank you mama for treating me BR ice cream.


BR.


Thanks papa for treating me this.


I like the decorations in Delicious.


Melting pot with marshmallows.


Pan-seared crispy skin salmon served with coriander relish, asparagus & fried potatoes.


Delicious Mid Valley.


♥


My ice cream cake. Lalalalalalalala.

♥

Thanks to all who send me gifts, wishes etc etc.
Appreciate it. Thank you thank you thank you!
You guys are awesome.

Loves. ♥

Driving Test. ♥

I passed my driving test! Lalalalalalalalala!
I'm so excited now. I learned only 9 hours before sitting the exam.
Wake up at 6.15am to get ready myself, and wait for Mike to come and fetch me.


This is my Lucky Number. : P

The examiner for on-the-road is ok but he keep asking me to tekan minyak, cepat sikit.
I'm fast enough already, but for him, that's too slow. Understandable. : )

♥

Date with my sweetheart Selina Yong after that. We chat, we play and we have our lunch there.

Most importantly, we had lots of fun!
Started to miss her now. : D

Pichas time. Lalallalalalala.


I get 1st place for this. : D


Game over. Lalalalalala.


I'm pink. Wahahhahaha. Actually Blue got 1 laaa. : )


长不大的小女孩.


可爱咧? : P 不要羡慕我噢.


Our lunch. : D

Sorry for didn't updating my blog frequently.
I will only post something meaningful to me from time to time, instead of writing nonsense here.
So stay tunes my blog readers.
Love you all!

Loves. ♥

Undang Test. ♥

Well well well, I pass my Undang Test!
Hahahaha, I got 50 per 50.
I read the 500 questions three times.
And my effort pays off.
Mike's wife was late to send us.
Besides, the queue were long and the officer were chit-chatting.
Urgghhhh! That's why we can't go for Kursus Amali today.
Have to wait till next week.
Went for KPP on Wednesday, nothing special happened.
Almost close my eyes, five hours you know?
We sat at the fifth row, but the lecturer, Hashim asked us to move infront.
Cannot sleep at all. It's really torturing.
Everyone start their college. Hmmmm.
But honestly, it won't be convenient to learn driving together with studying or working.
Extremely sleepy now. Buh-bye.
Movie with family tonight!
As a celebration? Hahaha, I don't know.

Loves. ♥

Dramas. ♥

The Beauty Of The Game.

Don Juan DeMercado.

I found there are many Hong Kong dramas that are worth to watch.
You will learn things from there.
And I love the feel finish a drama before the finale is being released.
Unlike Taiwan dramas which are a little bit imaginative.
Yes, I must admit that Taiwan dramas are always romantic, but that won't happen in real life. Hong Kong's are more to realistic and our life sometimes.
Not to forget there's English dramas.
I like that, but they are all quite long.
Sometimes, I give up in waiting and downloading.
Well, life without Astro isn't nice at all. *Moaning!*
Will keep myself stick to FB and dramas nowadays.
You can find me on FB from 11am to 12am on weekdays.
Hahahahahahaha, that's my way to enjoy my holiday.
Yup, stay at home, eat, play, dramas, rest and most importantly sleep!
That's all for now.
Take care everyone!

Loves. ♥

回家过年. ♥

心爱的家人在哪里, 家就在那里.
今年记得要回家过年噢!

不晓得为什么突然有一种想法.
没有钱的人就是要看别人的脸色的啦!
我不喜欢看他的脸色生活!
没有人喜欢.

Loves. ♥

Pavilion, Sungei Wang and Fahrenheit88. ♥

There's many places I went to on the first day of the year!
First of all, we went Pavilion, then Sg Wang and Fahrenheit88.






Fahrenheit88.













Shop till drop today.
Lots of people went KL city today.
Met with many tourist today.
They're all warm and frienly. Hearts.
Time to bed!
Well, good luck and take care to those who're going to NS camp tomorrow.

Loves. ♥

Happy New Year 2011! ♥

Happy new year 2011 to you!
I hereby sincerely wish you all the best in this 2011!
A new day, a new year, a new me!
My new year resolution is simple, that is be a better me.
Live healthily and happily.
Live, laugh, love. That's it. Yeah, just that simple.
How about you who are viewing my blog? : )
Just recover from high fever for a week.
Fall sick after I done my SPM, maybe I was too stressed during the one month time.
It feels great to stay healthy!

Loves. ♥